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I'll never forget that day on which my brother took me to stay at the
street. Everytime I thought about his face, my heart shook strongly.
"Got it? Just a couple of seconds later I will
come back." Saying this,
his figure went disappearing in the earth. At the same time I saw people
sleeping with fear, suddenly
realizing that persons didn't belong to
anyone. And as time went by, I could never
forecast(预想) what would be
going on where I stayed.
I watched the
way my brother went on, thinking of something that happened when I was a kid.
You know, I was not that outgoing, for which I always refused to talk to anyone
including my parents. It is so weird that relations looked down on me and my
parents ever sent me to the psychologist(心理医生). They never
understood what I was really sick for.
But something
totally changed on a blue moon night. It's him, my brother. He knew the softest in my deep heart, being the first
one to care for me. He would stay
with me when my sleep was spoiled by horrible dreams; when I was down after
something unpleasant occurred; when huge happiness surrounded(环绕) me and was
needed to be spoken out to a listener. He gave me all these, on which the
others didn't focus. I was
moved.
He always
stayed. And kept staying. I was mixed in it. Which ever drove me crazy. But now
I have to accept the truth that he has already gone. Like an opening petunias,
come with charming smells, and then go with heart breaking. I don't feel sad, or any sense of bitterness. It's just like a two-people party, now it's time to end.
Had someone
given me a chance, could I let him stay? I think it's fate, unstoppable. His eyes are too small, not being able to fill
me in. He's right. I
shouldn't force him and
myself.
Today I live
well. My life goes the right way. I will still miss him, imaging his life in
heaven. Then it reminds me of that day. Eight years ago, he felt dying, then
held me tightly, passing the beats and temperature to me. That street is in
Wenchuan, on May 12th in
2008.